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Graduation

(Source: school-clipart)

"Results: Passed and completed the diploma course"

Shall compose a blog post regarding the end of poly.

Y'know when something is coming to an end, you will look back, reflect, and feel (either sad or relieved). I guess this time I am experiencing a mixture of feelings. I asked myself how do I feel about the past 3 years (now you know I am a kinestatic person haha), but I just couldn't find a word to describe.

The first thing that came to my mind wasn't a positive event. (I guess it is the recency that made that part of my poly life appear first.) It was the struggles and the blurry course of life in the last 1+ or 2 years. Not so much of academic struggles I am referring to, but something else. But that is the part where I learnt. Too much to type it out. And the best take-away from this lesson is that I have changed. I am not sure if anyone has noticed. But yeah, my thinking has changed. (Not dramatically but positively :))

The second image that popped up in my mind was a group of girls. Strangers at first, but now my awesome friends, teachers, listeners, advisers, part-time boyfriends (haha), and so much more. Apart from the knowledge I gained, they are the best presents I ve received in school. They guided me out of the darkness (they know what...), taught me so much li

fe lessons, allowed me to refer to their lecture notes when I dont feel like going for lectures, turned me to a more punctual (still not an early bird haha) person, provided me the support I need. With so much I get from them, sometimes I feel I have not gave them anything. Let me show you their faces (exactly the smile I see in my mind). (In no order okay, no favourtism lol )

Cecilia Sasa

The face I imagined looks like that but with one eyebrow up and the other down, looking like happy and shy but continue to act cool. Haha. Cecilia is awesome because every time I feel stressed or sad and when I tell her, she always give me her point of view which is different from mine and she always entertain me even if shes tired lazy sleepy.

Jingyi

Couldn't find a picture of her that is in my mind but this is the best I can find. I know Jingyi from the very start of year 1 and she's awesome because she is smart, mature, punctual, straight forward and have taught me so much stuff. At the same time she has a mystery aura because she seldom talk about herself. I will never forget how she ignored me for my own good and that blog post that made me T.T

Xingjue

The xingjue I had in my mind has a very funny perverted smile hahaha. Before I knew her, I didn't such smooth hair and small teeth existed. She has a straight forward personality and always making funny jokes and funny insults. She showed me what is positivism and her cheerfulness inspired me. I learnt to say " just fuck it la " from her and it is extremely useful when I am pressured. lol.

Siew Wen

Her signature smile is everywhere so finding her picture was a breeze. Haha. I guess everybody has the same impression of her, hardcore, hardworking, innocent, and hardworking and hardworking. She has a simple and pure mind (in a good way) and she made me want to work harder for my studies. (But it didnt last long lol) I have never really seen her scolding anybody. She is likka girl from story book.

Of course, the first class I entered Tb09/10 was full of wonderful people I will never forget.

What came next was Dance. I never thought that I could dance with such stiff body. But yeah, I thickened my skin and joined Ngee Ann DanceSport Club. And I still love to dance.

This graduation is not an emotional farewell to me. But all those happy moments will be deeply missed.

Rounding

When was the last time I feel so happy, comfortable, safe and relaxed.

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Probably to you, I am just one of the girls you know. But to me, you are one of my most important person in my life.

Beeeen years.

Feeling so weird.

Book of answers

Sometimes I wish I can find a book that responds to all my feelings, answers all my questions and tells me everything I am looking for.

❌⭕❌⭕

I never wanted to give up

(Source: Martial Arts Cartoons)

I can't explain how much I miss dancing. Everytime I hear the music, I just wannnnnna move.

People always go "noooooo! Dont give up! Since you like it so much then continue doing so!"

Deep down, I never wanted to give up. I am a stubborn girl. I just... Don't know what to do.